Friday, May 21, 2010

Come Along, Child!

i don't know how to blog about myself. my life is too personal. i need to find something to blog about...

Tuesday, May 18, 2010


Wednesday, March 17, 2010

The Great Race

One of my favorite parts of the Lava Hot Spring Retreat:

So terribly funny.

YouTube has made the "when two people love eachother" conversation so much easier for parents. no excuses. ;)

Lava Hot Springs

Kayla, Shauna & I went to Lava Hot Springs, Idaho this weekend! And all we did was eat, soak, sleep, massage, read and play truth or weekend EVER! ;) oh and we sewed. and watched a show about twinkle, evil reptiles, babies, the inbetweeners and the great sperm race. I promise we didn't watch tv the whole time!
perfect little baby road trip.

I just want to know the truth!!!! i still can't figure it out!!!

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Wishing & Hoping & Praying

Joanna Newsom, still not in my mail box and that is the greatest disappointment. I've only been able to listen to the new album on youtube because its not posted on any of my other music listening websites. so so so frusterating. I would have just downloaded off itunes but I want the actual CD. Never ordering a CD from them again. They're lame. 

+But i got my license yesterday and now i can get a real job and be a real independent human being!!! hooray!!!

i had a most true sleep over with two of my most true loved besties last night. we stayed up till 5. lately i feel so old. i've got this ache behind my left scapula and a hungry feeling in my heart. *please hope something spectacular happens in the near future*. My littlest sister is such a real human with such true and precious feelings. her tiny heart knows things i've only just barely experienced. Here i am thinking i've been suffering from being abandoned by two sisters in the same 12 months all alone. She's been sorrowing with me the whole time. That sounds like a line from Never Ending Story. Also, Kayla and i are the same person. In SO many ways. feeling desolate for the last several months has been completely unnecessary. but i knew that.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

two people in my head that i don't know, having conversations.

i dream about chickens and barnyards ALL THE TIME. 
i've made up these creatures that are like a mix between goats and lizards. and they always make a very distinct sound and are always rude to me and always mixed in with the chickens and geese. terrifying. i looked them up on google and they aren't real. 
another part of my dream...this boy had a crush on my boyfriend and was trying to figure out how to pursue him...i pretended i wasn't listening a. because i felt awkward and b. because it was a little bit funny. 


I still haven't gotten new joanna newsom in the mail. just waiting and watching tiny willow stare into the fireplace. he looks about to pounce...willow and his obsession with movement. i hope he stays a kitten for a long time.

this is my favorite so far. maybe. i love them all.

Friday, February 19, 2010


is this real???? february 23rd??? dying!

...It is true! i just pre ordered it! hooray!!! 3 discs. yikes!

Thursday, February 18, 2010


in love! this may be the best thing i've seen/heard in my whole life. oh my.