Truly, this has been one of the LONGEST weeks of my life! ah! so...wisdom teeth. i got them out monday morning...all 4 of them. they put me out for it which i am truly grateful. first time i've ever been injected with a needle. i later heard ridiculous stories of my post surgery chatterings. something about my gallbladder wanting me to eat more fat & an urgency to see a mirror & hold my teeth in my own hands. Yikes. my mom & i stopped at webot afterwards while we were waiting for my medications to be ready. so cherie & my dad got to see me. i don't really remember any of it, just flashes here & there. cherie later told me i looked like gollum with blood & gauze coming out the sides of my mouth, saying more ludicrous things i'm sure. i then was able to find my phone & send a number of people completely irrational texts. i do remember asking kayla & my friend justin what their "plannings of the night were about" & if they could "beby" sit me. i don't remember much of the first 3 days. i ate nothing the first two days & then only soups the next 2 or 3 days following that. i only just barely started eating real food & it is SO painful!!! my pain medication was a whole lot more intense than was needed. i got to hallucinate quite a bit which i only enjoyed some of the time. i talked to someone about what i was taking yesturday & they said..."you know, thats not too far off from heroin". i believe him. i took my last pill on friday night & have been in agony ever since. saturday i was a monster. a combination of the pain & withdrawals made me moody & emotional all day. i feel like a teething baby, it only hurts less when i'm chewing on something. or more. somtimes it just hurts more. ah! what i would do for some drugs! i can't believe they would give me so little. they didn't even get me through the week! i'm raving mad. you can tell i need them. hahhaha. i can't believe i am saying things like this! anyway...not much else has happened this week. lots of crazy dreamings, also thanks to my medication. i'm glad you had a dream that i was taller than you. :) thats funny. & that you gave jacob my email adress. i don't think i'm allowed to email him. he just gave me his address to write to. i was going to write him with my family tonight but i ended up taking a forever long nap & not even going. i'm excited for your transfer! i hope everything went well with that! can't wait to hear from you! i love you & think about you every day of my whole life!!!
