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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Treedrum & Lilichichi




One open mind tumbles into the trees...
& finds there a strange boy 
playing in the leaves.
They sit around & 
eat mothers making 
& linger longer laughing & mistaking...




...These new age pharisees
overlook the urgency
of returning to simplicity.
before we reach capacity, 
they're afraid to lose identity
amongst your foreign remedies...













Winter's cold
because he's old.
But through the snow, 
The Daisies grow...









...Plants fill their height
In meadows of white.
The grass is to my shoulder
But you're completely covered.








As Fruit of imaginings,
Her existence began.
She sprouted from the soil
Like the pearl from a clam.

Nurtured by the earthen spirits, 
Knowledge gathered like dew.
She spoke truths like a folk tale,
Only he'd believe were true. 



Precious :)

Monday, February 16, 2009

Dear Taylor,

Truly, this has been one of the LONGEST weeks of my life! ah! so...wisdom teeth. i got them out monday morning...all 4 of them. they put me out for it which i am truly grateful. first time i've ever been injected with a needle. i later heard ridiculous stories of my post surgery chatterings. something about my gallbladder wanting me to eat more fat & an urgency to see a mirror & hold my teeth in my own hands. Yikes. my mom & i stopped at webot afterwards while we were waiting for my medications to be ready. so cherie & my dad got to see me. i don't really remember any of it, just flashes here & there. cherie later told me i looked like gollum with blood & gauze coming out the sides of my mouth, saying more ludicrous things i'm sure. i then was able to find my phone & send a number of people completely irrational texts. i do remember asking kayla & my friend justin what their "plannings of the night were about" & if they could "beby" sit me. i don't remember much of the first 3 days. i ate nothing the first two days & then only soups the next 2 or 3 days following that. i only just barely started eating real food & it is SO painful!!! my pain medication was a whole lot more intense than was needed. i got to hallucinate quite a bit which i only enjoyed some of the time. i talked to someone about what i was taking yesturday & they said..."you know, thats not too far off from heroin". i believe him. i took my last pill on friday night & have been in agony ever since. saturday i was a monster. a combination of the pain & withdrawals made me moody & emotional all day. i feel like a teething baby, it only hurts less when i'm chewing on something. or more. somtimes it just hurts more. ah! what i would do for some drugs! i can't believe they would give me so little. they didn't even get me through the week! i'm raving mad. you can tell i need them. hahhaha. i can't believe i am saying things like  this! anyway...not much else has happened this week. lots of crazy dreamings, also thanks to my medication. i'm glad you had a dream that i was taller than you. :) thats funny. & that you gave jacob my email adress. i don't think i'm allowed to email him. he just gave me his address to write to. i was going to write him with my family tonight but i ended up taking a forever long nap & not even going. i'm excited for your transfer! i hope everything went well with that! can't wait to hear from you! i love you & think about you every day of my whole life!!!

kjirst